This is a pro reality blog--pro me, pro you, pro my living with an ED, pro pro. I lost myself in the negativity surrounding EDs. Now I'm trying to find my way, doing what I can to bring love and happiness to fellow sufferers. Thinspo is only half of what we need--the other half is mindspo.



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HW: 179              GW1: 140                   Ht: 6'0"

CW: 143              GW2: 130                BMI: 19.4

 LW: 139              GW3: 120                   Age: 30



Do I love myself: Yes!

I love negative calorie days. They make me feel so accomplished.

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This is wonderful. The girl in the background made the blonde girl’s desktop background a picture of her holding a sign that said “Hi there. So um…Will you be my girlfriend?” while she was in the bathroom. This is the girl’s response. Made my day.

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Nothing beats raw broccoli and diet soda for the first and only meal of the day.

Loving that fainting feeling.

38248) Spending your spare time thinking up ways to get out of eating.

All I have to say is buy a corset. I’m virtually never hungry with it on.

Some days, I just say “fuck it, I’ll be a sumo wrestler.” Urg.

I realized that, at a certain point of starving, you can’t go back to normal portions. You either starve or binge.

hollowingout:

I’m quite seriously afraid that I’m going insane again.

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I don’t care if you’re black, white, straight, bisexual, transgender, gay, lesbian, short, tall, fat, skinny, rich or poor. If you’re nice to me, I’ll be nice to you. Simple as that.

itsthecaptainbitch asked: Hey! Just saw your post about the raw food diet. Can you tell me some good recipes? I'm trying to do it all weekend, and if I can make it through the weekend I'll try for a full week and so on.

I don’t have many—as I usually just eat plain, raw broccoli and salad—but I do have some good dipping sauces. I have a blue cheese, teriyaki, peanut sauce, wasabi ginger sauce, and a honey mustard recipe. They’re all pretty good. Let me know if you want them.

As far as salad dressing goes, I usually mix mustard and some form of vinegar (I like rice wine vinegar and apple cider vinegar the best). It tastes amazing and is calorie-free.

the-taste-of-perfection:

IS THIS FOR REAL?!!?!?! FUCKING STUNNED.

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Binging and the Biggest Loser

One of the current Biggest Loser contestants, Irene, confessed she starves and binges. How she got so fat doing this is by binging on the worst shit you can imagine. If you have to binge, binge on fresh, raw fruits and vegetables. And always drink water before you eat to make you feel fuller.

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